some papers i know im definitely SCREWED.
but im trying to be positive, optimistic, Miss Look-at-the-bright-side.
hahs, i dont know?
doesn't exactly sound like me.
shall change that then. x))

got some shopping to do,
so i guess i should save save save?
hahs, im not exactly good at doing that.
ahh tish tosh,
shall try.

oh, and during the exam period,
i realised i have a nasty nasty grudge against someone.
so much that i want to kill the person.
whenever i think of the person,
i remember that scene.
and when that happens,
it reminds me of everything that has happened.
why, how, when, where, WHO.
yes yes, i know, grudges just devour us from the inside.
that's why it's a good thing this only comes to me every few months.
guess im under control.
hahs, okay.
not very reassuring?
whatever, im fine for now.
i'll be better.

great.
im not.
i just told him,
he's disappointed.
i'm going to stop.

fuck it.
im not it the greatest of moods right now.
it's amazing how one can be affected so easily.
two of my best friends are on the phone with me now.
im clueless.
this is definitely the dumbest thing i've ever done.
stupidest.
and i only realise it now.
my intelligence never fails to surprise me.

good night.
enjoy your long weekends everyone.